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Saturday, January 07, 2006

THE HIGHS ARE HIGH...,BUT THE LOWS ARE FUCKING LOW

i'm going to sound like an ungrateful miserable twat, but my God, being happy is a pain in the rocks, isn't it??? don't get me wrong, when you're down, its shit, you can't sleep, all is grey, life is a load of cow-balls. but i've discovered elation does me no good either. first of all it's stressful, second of all, i still can't sleep,coz im just lying there thinking of how AMAZING everythin is. then, of course is the knowledge that's it's fleeting, because happiness can not sustain. then, after that there is the stark comparison of how ordinary and non-amazing evvvvvvvvvverything else seems.

told you i'd seem ungrateful.yes, you may have guessed said experiences concern a lad. God i'm smitten. however i'm very shit at playing any games and hate hate hate inconsistency. hence the lows.

so now, ive decided it much more suits me to live a sort of semi dull life with sprinkles of grandeur in extremely moderate and closely monitiored doses. sigh, that isn't half fucking boring though!!

5 Comments:

At 3:50 AM, Blogger Dr Maroon said...

Shakespeare wrote a sonnet about just this thing. Can’t remember how it goes, it’s all about how a kiss or a smile turns everything round and stuff. You’ll have to look it up.
Men my age enjoy the same effect when 19 year old girls snog the face off you at social gatherings and they’re still sober! Sets you up for a while I can tell you.

 
At 5:24 PM, Blogger SafeTinspector said...

Seems a problem I've yet to hit.
Although I do remember hurting my face from smiling too much once.
Can't recall teh occasion.

 
At 10:40 AM, Blogger justbreathe28 said...

dr m....i looked up sonnet but couldnee find it.sigh.by the way,19 year old??not even drunk? must be a few screws loose! :)

safe t....c'mon you must remember your hey day of bein infatuated,its great ...but hell!!

 
At 4:03 AM, Blogger michael the tubthumper said...

i had the same thing rolled into one night at new year. met someone perfect and made a stupid mistake.
shit

anyway, about your italian man story a couple of posts back. i used to work in bars and the amount of guys that go up to the bar with the girl, ask them what they want (say it's a gin and tonic) then send the girl to find a table, turn round to the bar and say "DOUBLE gin and tonic".

Now i know plenty girls who would be happy to get doubles but its so dodgy doing it on the sly like that.

i always usd to embarass the fuckers by shouting across the bar "hey - r u sure that was a double you wanted?"

 
At 10:54 AM, Blogger El Barbudo said...

JB28, here's a chance to pour some of that angst into another outlet. A new online comic strip – Blunt Cogs – is underway and could star you, if you want to create a cartoon version of yourself and/or fancy writing a strip or 2. Visit http://bluntcogs.blogspot.com/ for more details

 

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